I can see into your soul, but why?

I feel that I have been previously affected in the distant past from a dishwashing accident, but that may or may not be the cause. It felt like I was drifting away into an unseen world from the fragmentation's of my childhood's imagination. It was beautiful, but I can't remember why. Shortly after, I noticed that the paranormal activity in my life had risen quite a bit. I noticed that I could see the true colors of people and their terrible yet simply unseen motives. This hasn't occur ed for awhile now that I think about it...However either way I'm beginning to see things of indescribable worth that could change the outlook of our human race. I have no specific reasoning to how this unusual happening came about or why I was given the strict power over people's true colors. I know I should go visit a medium but I fear that my world is fading fast and that my powers are taking me over and under, I fear that I could anger the spirits whom granted me with this odd gift by questioning it's powers... However I feel I must express it somehow, I must vent into one place and so I have chosen the most unpredictable place of all...the internet.