My life is sucky these days?

Well, I can tell you from personal experience that what you're experiencing might be slight anxiety or stress, as when I was in college I too worked a shitty job and did crappy hours and also kept trying to maintain a 3.0 GPA or higher all the time while being overburdened by homework. Honestly, medication is not always the solution, as when I went to a psychiatrist with this problem she said just take lexapro, then when that didn't work take xanax. Your cirstances are unfortunate and you're mother sounds overburdening much as mine was so perhaps discussing this with her can remedy the situation. As for your academic difficulties keep trying on that front because honestly you generally need at least a 3.5 GPA if you're trying for half/full scholarship istance, not to put additional pressure on you, but it also sounds like the workload for these cles may be more than you can handle so see if an alternative learning strategy can be offered by your teachers. And for the topic of your friends if they're that annoying try to engage in conversation with other people whom have similar interests, or talk to a school counselor about your problems it honestly may help in coping with your stress. Honestly, above all else realize that anxiety/stress is the most common mental diagnosis in the United States and that their are anonymous sources on the internet such as: a href="http://www.anxietytribe.com/" rel="nofollow"http://www.anxietytribe.com//a where you can receive, help or information in dealing with stress. Best of luck to you and hope you feel better in the future.